ahh shit, i can't sleep....

and i'm REALLY lagging on blogging too! behind on my facebook stuff, have over 4,000 regular unread emails, granted many are makeup things or emails telling me of sales, new products, etc.

what i REALLY should be doing IS working on my BOOK and finishing the damn thing, so i can copyright it, get an agent, etc etc.
has anyone (that might possibly be reading this) used "kickstarter" to raise funds for a project? i am contemplating that, so i could maybe take a tiny bit of time off of my TWO jobs to use towards finishing my book. i KNOW it's good, i KNOW it will sell, i just have to pull it off just right, meaning how i go about the marketing, or getting an agent/publisher, etc.
i've had calls, emails, so on from agents and publishers, i just don't feel ready yet. i want to be done done first. maybe fear of failure? fear of success? i don't know.
what i DO know is that i do have a million things to talk about, opinions and stories on everything under the sun, just my past weekend alone, but it's late and i really should get to bed, so i don't suck at work tomorrow. :)
besides, i don't think anyone even reads my blogs anyway. and thank you to those who do. i DO appreciate it. :)
ps. anyone need advice? makeup/skin/hair advice? relationship advice? i'm an expert on both, believe me!! i kid you not. ;)