the HOURS i have spent, trying to copy it, embed it, email it to myself, share it, every fucking single thing to post this bloody thing on instagram, all for naught! wtf? i don't like instagram! i always refused to join it. 1. i don't take hundreds of pics of myself a day or even a year! 2. i'm not in LOVE WITH & OBSESSED w/myself, like so many others. 3. i HAPPILY do NOT live on my phone, the internet or social media. my life is NOT dictated by tik tok & trends like apparently almost everyone else who's alive, or below the age of ummm, 60? 40? i don't know. everyone else, their phone is like oxygen to them. i still remember the days (oh god, that makes ME sound old as dirt) when we barely had cell phones, or few had them, i had 1 i left in my car for emergencies only, that i would buy a card to add minutes. or even before when we had NO cell phones! NO INTERNET!! imagine!! gasp! kids are horrified at that prospect. horrified! haha, behind me the news on my tv just went to a commercial where someone is SCREAMING" WHERE IS MY CHARGER"? HAHA. oops, caps still. fyi, i use caps like italics i suppose, to emphasize a word, maybe looks shouty? i hope not, hence the explanation.
yeah, so horror. u know christopher nolan, the great, esteemed, just won an OSCAR for best film "oppenheimer" & best director, et al, does NOT allow cell phones ON HIS SETS! (not sure about the crew, but actors for sure), which i think is BRILLIANT!! people's heads were NOT down, not focused on their phones & every incoming ding, ting & just plain hand grab addiction just to check, they were all FORCED TO SOCIALIZE, talk to each other, focus ON their jobs, be regular human beings, w/out the assistancce of technology. i think EVERYONE should jump on that bandwagon.
back when i was on sets, they would just announce for us to silence our phones, etc. but back then people weren't so addicted.
do how the fuck do u post other media to fucking instagram anyway? it's done! i've seen it done. the emailing it to myself to then create a file didn't even work, pulled up some old, funky version of my email (blame at & t/yahoo & their crappy service, professionalism, they literally blocked my out of my own email on & off for 2+ yrs, mostly during covid & they had NO CUSTOMER SERVICE, NO ONE ANSWERING PHONE CALLS, took me yrs for them to fix it. was all kinds of fucked up!).i tried to create a file & folder on my computer, but that wouldn't work either. WTF? i ended up w/hrs of wasted time, a backache (my chair in front of my laptop is too high, so it's PAINFUL to sit on compuer for hrs), same if i use my other laptop sitting indian style wherever, not so comfy after a certain point. ut still hunching over basically. i've only posted a few pics i uploaded on instagram. i joined to contact my former therapist, as she's on leave & i just wanted to tell her some GREAT news! that was months ago, she still hasn't responed. then friends found me, started following me. so i only uploaded 1 pic of myself for friend purposes, then others like my dragonflies having sex, family w/guns (BAD!), that's about it. y am i going on about this? gotta go. computer back is setting in, plus i have to work & do 1,000 other things. sigh.
now here's elaine. the whole reason i am here. thought maybe if i posted it here, i could save/share it to myself & upload on INSTAHELL! cheers!
https://youtu.be/_NxIo6a6sHk?si=LALYzAPl0xuzgo0x
