last night's WALKING DEAD episode-10-25-15 NOT GLEN!! don't kill Glen!! or so it appears to be the case, at this time.......NOOOOOOO!!!

**WALKING DEAD SPOILER ALERT IF U HAVEN'T WATCHED LAST NIGHTS EPISODE!! SO DON'T COME CRYING TO ME IF U READ THIS OKAY? TY.
i have never breathed a word about anything while it's on, out of courtesy & quite frankly i'm sick of it & think it's stupid. i will never have been able to talk about anything in type or on a site while it's airing? that's not fair.
here goes: i cannot believe they killed Glen! omg!! i was SO upset, so shocked, so pissed, so upset (again). man oh man. i knew that idiot (can't remember his name) that was always fucking things up, that alexandria guy that caused glen's death, was losing it & gonna do something lame from the beginning of the episode but i strongly HOPED that he was only going to get himself killed & maybe some others i don't care about or know. but nooooo! he had to be a jackass even in death. damn him! besides the foreshadowing w/him, the glen stuff w/maggie was foreshadowing, but i refused to believe it. AND when jackass shot himself in the head & glen fell w/him, i was like "wait, the dipshit fell on TOP of glen, so he can get out there's a way!" but no, he was NOT on top of glen when they landed, in fact, i have no clue where he was, they didn't show him. but glen's chest looked so bulky (fx), that i convinced myself that it WAS the dick getting eaten & he was on top of glen, but then when u saw his intestines coming out & the HUGE flow of blood & him screaming, all was lost.
then i was like "wait, he hit his head really hard when he fell, this isn't happening, he's trippin'" OR the great "it's only a dream"......& he wasn't on the "talking dead" as has been the habit generally. NOR did they have a package w/him talking about it, so hmmmm? plus what the producer or whomever said to the host about glen being back in some form or another, but dammit! WHY???!!! i know people have to die, it's the nature of the show & the world, but nooooooooo!
i guess i can rest assured that they will never kill rick or daryl, or michonne, they'd better not! they kinda can't, til the end anyway, then i can block it out if they do. ;) so sad.
RIP glen or better yet: STILL BE ALIVE!!! :(
UPDATE: YEP, DAMMIT, THEY KILLED GLEN!!!! oh wait, i already said that above......i saw a sentence or so saying oh wait!!! this was the time it APPEARED THAT GLEN WAS DEAD CAUSE OF THAT JACKASS standing w/him on top of the dumpster shooting himself & taking Glen down w/him okay i KNEW he could'nt be dead then. NOW i am referring to when they ACTUALLY killed Glen!! Neegan & his stupid bat: Lucille. is that how u spell his name? i own all the graphic novels/comics but chose not to read any of them cause what's his face who wrote them is going to stick w/them as much as he possibly can. so it's gonna ruin the show for me if i read them. i read a bit many seasons back. can't do it. don't want to.
though in general i WILL read the book before a movie is made (before the rights are even sold to make a movie), but i cannot read a book AFTER i've seen the movie, because i have no interest, i know what happens it's ruined for me to all intents & purposes. whereas if i've read it before, i'm super excited (usually) to see the film & if they did the story justice. esp. if it's a great story. it can ruin the film for me a bit, but c'est la vie. totally went into another topic but again, c'est la vie. besides aren't i just talking/typing to myself here? yeah i think so.